B is a humble letter
a bashful, bumbling, stumbling letter
a letter for outdoors
for endless expanses of blue and birds and branches
of tall buildings and rough bricks
the basics
B is an everyday sort of letter
except on Sundays when it dresses up
all gilded roundness; the beginning of Bible
but not of God or Divine or Holy or even of Love
but still a letter we use to say powerful things
like blinding, broken, and beautiful
a useful sort of letter
a letter of bags, of bearing burdens
it gives us strength
spoken with a boom out of the chest
a sound close to our heart
in our blood and in our bones
The wind keeps me company
On the winding road I walk
On days when it's cold enough
To make my tense face numb
So the muscles can be released
From their smiles and frowns
And masks that I display
For the entertainment
Of those I love
And on those days
I always pick up
A flower or fragile leaf
To place my troubles in
Using whispers and
Cajoling grins
And then I toss them
Into that special creek
Which I forget about
Most of the year
(but that special creek
never forgets me)
And its biting freeze
As I dip my fingers and feet in
Keeps me a little saner
Then I am most of the time
The soft sound
Which is certain
His flyaway ambition
and fragile crooked bones
and long arching vowels
that danced along his mouth
His misbegotten whims
and twisting nervous hands
and frantic twining eyes
that seemed to loop me in
His manic nightime schemes
and daylight faded lies
His softly coaxing adoration
and whispered words of hate
I might have called it love
but never would because
such lies lead to hell
which may have well been him
The noise they make
Wraps around my tongue
Testing cheap and strong
Infecting my daydreams
Seeping like a subtle lie
Into my believing mind
A metallic blood filled feeling
Beating on my brain
A second fluttering heartbeat
In my worn thin temple
Blue veins which in my head
Trickle a sickly weakened red
A pounding ring in my hearing
Like an old church bell breaking
A panicked feeling
Sternum pressing steadily
My voice cannot forge past
And as I struggle with my thoughts
Silence reigns...
At last
Deep breath if my heart
Will accommodate one
It's not quite certain if it will
It's tired of its rooms being filled
The guests they always leave a mess
Or never go away
And some days I wish
To break my ribs and take my heart
And shake all the love away
But vagabonds and wanderers
Will always find their way in
Breaking padlocks
With charming smiles
And laughing eyes
And their lovely fingers
Will trace the door and
Then hang a sign
"Do not disturb"
I take a deep breath
and fill my lungs
with useless air
that doesn't slow
my heartbeat at all
and while I struggle
to gain my ground
my inflated lungs
only drag me down
they keep that dizzy
empty feeling at bay
when all I want is to
fly away
The Tower of Burning Wings by confoundedconfusion2, literature
Literature
The Tower of Burning Wings
The Tower of Burning Wings
I am told there is a tower somewhere
Where inquisitive people sit and stare
Out upon the great wide world
People who have watched as our lives unfurled
I am told they write of everything they see
Then burn the books to set the knowledge free
Where it may fly through the air and into our minds
And teach us things and make us kind
I am told of oh so many things
But I do not believe wisdom has such fiery wings
I cannot believe in the people or their lonesome tower
For always to know and never to do, must soon grow sour
But sometimes I wish it were true
And that there were people out there who knew
What o
B is a humble letter
a bashful, bumbling, stumbling letter
a letter for outdoors
for endless expanses of blue and birds and branches
of tall buildings and rough bricks
the basics
B is an everyday sort of letter
except on Sundays when it dresses up
all gilded roundness; the beginning of Bible
but not of God or Divine or Holy or even of Love
but still a letter we use to say powerful things
like blinding, broken, and beautiful
a useful sort of letter
a letter of bags, of bearing burdens
it gives us strength
spoken with a boom out of the chest
a sound close to our heart
in our blood and in our bones
The wind keeps me company
On the winding road I walk
On days when it's cold enough
To make my tense face numb
So the muscles can be released
From their smiles and frowns
And masks that I display
For the entertainment
Of those I love
And on those days
I always pick up
A flower or fragile leaf
To place my troubles in
Using whispers and
Cajoling grins
And then I toss them
Into that special creek
Which I forget about
Most of the year
(but that special creek
never forgets me)
And its biting freeze
As I dip my fingers and feet in
Keeps me a little saner
Then I am most of the time
The soft sound
Which is certain
His flyaway ambition
and fragile crooked bones
and long arching vowels
that danced along his mouth
His misbegotten whims
and twisting nervous hands
and frantic twining eyes
that seemed to loop me in
His manic nightime schemes
and daylight faded lies
His softly coaxing adoration
and whispered words of hate
I might have called it love
but never would because
such lies lead to hell
which may have well been him
The noise they make
Wraps around my tongue
Testing cheap and strong
Infecting my daydreams
Seeping like a subtle lie
Into my believing mind
A metallic blood filled feeling
Beating on my brain
A second fluttering heartbeat
In my worn thin temple
Blue veins which in my head
Trickle a sickly weakened red
A pounding ring in my hearing
Like an old church bell breaking
A panicked feeling
Sternum pressing steadily
My voice cannot forge past
And as I struggle with my thoughts
Silence reigns...
At last
Deep breath if my heart
Will accommodate one
It's not quite certain if it will
It's tired of its rooms being filled
The guests they always leave a mess
Or never go away
And some days I wish
To break my ribs and take my heart
And shake all the love away
But vagabonds and wanderers
Will always find their way in
Breaking padlocks
With charming smiles
And laughing eyes
And their lovely fingers
Will trace the door and
Then hang a sign
"Do not disturb"
I take a deep breath
and fill my lungs
with useless air
that doesn't slow
my heartbeat at all
and while I struggle
to gain my ground
my inflated lungs
only drag me down
they keep that dizzy
empty feeling at bay
when all I want is to
fly away
I saw your face
in the post office
again.
It was one of those
eight by elevens
with black lettering,
It was an old picture
as if your chin
had not grown up yet
and your hair
framed your cheeks
as if to say
I, too, am a visitor.
They spelled your name wrong -
there are two A's in Isaac
and you looked
like you had been caught
wearing someone else's skin -
the scar at your temple
was a faded moon,
crescent and grey at the corner
and I could tell
you had not slept
in years.
This lovely bonescape
is no place for children,
our grins too big,
screwed to the skyline
as if looking
for escape.
I no longer feel
the city
beneath my feet.
It has been replaced
by straw,
red and white damsels
dope-eyed with distress
who cannot make a sound.
Their hands are lilies
and I bear a mirror
on my back
so all
will call you fair.
You will not remember this
when you awaken -
not the man with the cat
hunched
and hungry in the hallway
or the hat
I once wore to dinner
or the wine we drank
from the brown jug
only the smell
of rabbits
squirming in a jar.